Perfect?

Well...Just thought of something and I really wanna write my head out...haha. Man, when I think of me..i remember and always see myself as a perfectionist. I just feel like doing things the right way, just to benefit myself in the end. I can't accept failures at times, critical at other moments.. Seems like it's started to change though. Yes i know i want to be perfect..but then is that even possible? My strength? Me? You must have been kiddin..I mean i must have been dreaming.. How can that be? Er.. good things don't happen to me all the time. It's never meant to be that way. It always depends how we people look at things. How to define perfect? Why perfect? Well that are some questions that made me thinking..But one thing i know is that God is perfect and the way he created things made this live even more interesting. Ok that's about it. By makin myself perfect isn't enough. It is a better thing to do..to help others being perfect , in the sense that they feel that their accepted. It is being accepted and loved, that one will feel that he/she is perfect. Can perfecting myself make changes in the world while I neglect other? If I'm being left out in things, i wouldn't even understand what is to be perfect. The human psychology is that when you feel that you are being loved, you will gain self esteem. What can I do with my perfectness if no one is interested and paying attention. It's like being perfect in vain. Hahaha...Seriously.. We live not for ourselves, but live together as a whole. I remember a priest saying this, "We die in Christ, but live for the sake of the people." What's the true meaning of him saying this? Worth thinkin. Thinkin with an open mind is vital. In that way I think i won't simply judge knowing that as humans we will succeed sometimes, and fail probably for many times in our attempts to make this world a better place, to make this live worth living for ourselves and for others. What I'm gonna write down next may sound a lil funny, but why not? I think it's not necessary for us to do the right things at the right time all the time. Doing right things at the wrong time, wrong things at the right time, and wrong things at the wrong times seems quite normal. Who are we to say, "Well, this is the right timing to do this....wrong timing for that..." In fact we don't quite know what time is right and what time is wrong. As long as we try, i think it's good. Cool. Ya...And one thing...we all learn together to seek the Truth...coz all truth leads to a greater Truth. Cool again..Yea!
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